poetic
"I hope you will not fall behind"
As I move on in the passage of life
giddy with fiery dreams that pushed me still
I struggle to turn and look behind
to catch a glimpse of those I've left behind
faces vaguely smiling in my mind
their names slowly slipping away
their voices once heard but forgotten
I miss them
yet I'm blessed that by my side
running along with me I've
people I still know right now
they smile at me
they hold my hand
they tell me it's ok
it's ok to run on
it's ok to forget
it's ok to let go
I hope they will never fall behind
me
posted at [9:49 PM]
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
First Day At School
First Day at School
A millionbillionwillion miles from home
Waiting for the bell to go. (To go where?)
Why are they all so big, other children?
So noisy? So much at home they
Must have been born in uniform
Lived all their lives in playgrounds
Spent the years inventing games
That don't let me in. Games
That are rough, that swallow you up.
And the railings.
All around, the railings.
Are they to keep out wolves and monsters?
Things that carry off and eat children?
Things you don't take sweets from?
Perhaps they're to stop us getting out
Running away from the lessins. Lessin.
What does a lessin look like?
Sounds small and slimy.
They keep them in the glassrooms.
Whole rooms made out of glass. Imagine.
I wish I could remember my name
Mummy said it would come in useful.
Like wellies. When there's puddles.
Yellowwellies. I wish she was here.
I think my name is sewn on somewhere
Perhaps the teacher will read it for me.
Tea-cher. The one who makes the tea.
Roger McGough
posted at [9:30 PM]
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Start of school
-.- Today start school le. Orientation la. So sad holiday ended so quickly. Like haven enjoyed much yet. Anyway orientation was a bit weird la. I feel like I am going thru everything twice again. Very very uncomfortable feeling. Haha. And somemore I feel like I am so old as compared to the new batch. Kinda embarassing. Not to mention the frequent 'huh?', 'ar?', 'why u here?' questions. Nobody seems to believe I am really back to TPJC. Haha. So hard to convince ppl nowadays. Ok gtg, brain not working at full capacity today due to insufficient sleep. hee. Smilez everyone!
"Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday..."
- read from a shop in TM, engraved on a cup
posted at [11:02 PM]
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holiday ending! argh.
Happy New Year! Woohoo. It's 2006 already. 2004 seems like just yesterday. Let's not mention 2005.
Should I come up with my new year resolution? Hmm...I dun think I will keep to them though. Hahaha.
Funny how time really flies. Chose to go TPJC PAE, quit, went to TP law, quit, now back to TPJC. Haha. All in less than a year. I wonder what the hell am I doing. Heee.
Hmm...sianz. Even though it's 2006 but there isnt any special feeling. Why? Hmm. Anyway, have a happy new year! Haha. Looking forward to chinese new year though.
Haha so lazy to blog already...sore ja! Bye! Stay happy mina-san (everyone)!
posted at [8:52 PM]
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
Ms Chang
Aiyoyoyo!!!! I totally forgot that today is my last piano lesson with Ms Chang! I didnt prepare anything to give her...aiyo. Got a bit of guilt now...how... like dun care about whether she teaching or not. Sigh. Somemore this lesson I didnt concentrate. Couldnt play anything right. She duet with me I also anyhow play. No wonder she sounded a bit disappointed whenever I played wrongly today. AH!!! Feel so bad. :( How could I forgot today is her last lesson....and i tot it was weird she extended the lesson past 15 mins...hmm...sigh.
Thanks to everything you taught me, Ms Chang. You are a great teacher! Hope to see u soon!
posted at [9:50 PM]
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
Jap test
Phew...just came back from school not long ago. Had MCQ Japanese test today. Quite alright la.
Hmm...finally settled all the poly stuff. Think I have escaped the claws of project work already. Looking forward to tml...Hope everything goes well? Haha
Just checked the msn website thingy Hai gave me. Can check who deleted you de. Was so shocked to see the people who deleted me. Got 25 ppl....some I cant even remember adding...some are sec school classmates (sad)...some are poly 'friends' (ironic har) and others whom I cant rmb. Aiya dun wanna bother myself with these people. >_<
Anyway yesterday went to CO chalet. Kinda felt out of place cos got alot of new faces. But we all got lots of fun with Ms Sim and our juniors. Playing Uno! Haha. Also the 'dui dui dew dew' finger game by Cy. Haha. =P And Qianhui told us how much we motivated her. So touched nei. Never thought we could be so inspiring. Haha. Ok a bit bhb. Heheee
Ok lah, got mixed feelings right now. Very worried for tml...hope everything turn out well? Then I will be free forever. Haha! Ja, ne?
posted at [9:24 PM]
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Monday, December 05, 2005
New Beginning
Ha, new layout, new song, new start. Why the need to change? Cos I guess it's time to sit down and change the way my life is going. Haha. Sometimes we gotta steer our own 'boat' and ensures that we land on the right 'shore'. Heehee I can sense some heads nodding away at the dawn of comprehension...
Well, it has been a stagnant past two months. Everything's going to change I guess. Hopefully for the better.
And anyway, watched Chicken Little with Cy, Ys, Derrick and Sc today. The weirdest of the weirdest combination to go out together. Wahahaha. BUT CHICKEN LITTLE DAMN NICE! I love the fish. Happy go lucky and cute too. The Alien furball baby also very funny...hahaa. This show is worth watching.
Ok, gtg, wish me bon chance (good luck)! :D
posted at [11:09 PM]
New Beginning
Ha, new layout, new song, new start. Why the need to change? Cos I guess it's time to sit down and change the way my life is going. Haha. Sometimes we gotta steer our own 'boat' and ensures that we land on the right 'shore'. Heehee I can sense some heads nodding away at the dawn of comprehension...
Well, it has been a stagnant past two months. Everything's going to change I guess. Hopefully for the better.
And anyway, watched Chicken Little with Cy, Ys, Derrick and Sc today. The weirdest of the weirdest combination to go out together. Wahahaha. BUT CHICKEN LITTLE DAMN NICE! I love the fish. Happy go lucky and cute too. The Alien furball baby also very funny...hahaa. This show is worth watching.
Ok, gtg, wish me bon chance (good luck)! :D
posted at [11:09 PM]
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